A vacation when you work from home and a pandemic is going on is not the same as a vacation where you can actually get away. Do the best you can and carry on.
From Protector of the Grey House:
When he pulled back, she was breathing hard, clutching at his shirt. “Make love to me.”
“You’re in no condition.” He started unbuttoning his shirt, wanting to feel her fire against his skin.
“Then why are you undressing?” She pulled him to her by his shirt, kissing his neck and exposed chest.
“There are two thoughts in my head when I see you, Natalia. One is to take your body; the other is to take your blood. I have no control over what I’m doing.”